Published in Aug 2018 / Updated in Aug 2021
If I were given a choice on who to love and marry again, I would choose you over and over again. You are my blessing and my curse, my blessing because you are the best thing that ever happened to me. You are my curse because I am stupid in love when it comes to you. The world may not understand why I choose you and neither do I. It really does not matter. All matters is that I truly love you with all my being.
I remember when we first fell in love and when we kissed for the first time. It felt so magical, and I felt like I have finally found the other half of my soul, my soul mate. That very same feeling harbors today. The reason why my heart cannot love another person as it does you. I say this not to feed your ego but because I choose to love you unconditionally. Unconditionally loving you without expecting that you love me back the same way.
True love is a gift, a gift that I cannot let slip. Someone once said, if you can remember the why, the how is easy. I remember why I fell in love with you every single day and because of that, I will choose you again. You are my heart, my soul, and a true reflection of me. I choose not to judge you for anything because I realize one thing. I am not perfect, and neither are you. We are both not perfect, and that is what makes us perfect for each other. Given a choice, I will choose you again.
I really cannot even try to imagine a life without you. You form an integral part of my life. Our relationship might not be a bed of roses, but I choose to stay. We fight, we break-up and make-up, all the ups and downs make every moment I spend with you worthwhile. You are the one my heart beats for and the only one it was meant to beat for. From the bottom of my heart, this is me choosing to stay.
I will choose you again, not because I am desperate to be loved. I will choose you again because you are the one my heart loves. I love spending life with you because you are my inspiration, I look at you, and I see an imperfect me. I will choose you again because you inspire me to be a better person every day. My heart is at peace with you.
In a nutshell, falling in love with you was the best mistake I think I have ever made. A mistake that is worth making. The world may simply not understand why I choose to stay. I choose to stay because all I have is unconditional love for you. Honey, you are my world, and everything revolves around you. All our dreams, hopes, and aspirations will definitely come true because we make a perfect team with our imperfections. Given a choice, I will choose you again.