I could tell after Nicky left an hour had passed that Hugh wanted to be alone with me. His answers were short the bimbette and her husband and although he was polite I could tell he was getting irritated that it was getting late and we hadn’t talked. I assumed that he was starting to realise that the night events (little did he know exactly what) were testing my patience and that I was getting quieter and quieter as time passed.
Writing this confession listening to “Everything has changed” by Taylor Swift has really made me think back to this pivotal point in my relationship with Hugh. I cannot say the exact point that we started taking each other for granted so much that our relationship morphed into something so destructive for both parties that we ended up moving further and further apart…but what I can say is that it scared me how much I didn’t know about this man and how much he and I had grown apart.
I have to say growing up I had a really good variety in music. My mother used to listen to music that suited her mood at the time and I grew to do the same thing. All of the songs I have previously posted have been songs that I actually have a connection with and really do tell how I feel about a particular situation or time in my life.